This whole break from school thing has been beyond one of the hardest things to deal with--if you know my daddy...you know he is strong...
when i say strong...
i mean STRONG.
he never lets anyone see his pain...
or his fatigue...
--Lacking a better way to say it... i'll say this-- my daddy, he's not going to be around much longer.
my strong willed daddy...i dont think he will see another Thanksgiving...so trying to make this one his best has been a task...quite the task.
I know that God has a plan with everything...but i dont want Him to take him yet... i'm not ready for that.
And... my brother--my sweet little big brother (mentally--younger,age wise--older) is back in rehab.
why you may ask?
he tried to kill himself.
news to me--thanks family for letting your dear daughter know.
maybe this is the last straw? maybe this is God's way of getting ahold of him and telling him--look, here's the way--walk in it!
i can only hope.
again...God has a plan--but i dont like the way He executes those plans...
be in prayer for my family--life's hard... i'm learning to breathe♥
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