do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires♥

In my small group, we are working through Elisabeth Elliot's Passion and Purity *wonderful book, just sayin*.
--anyways
God has been showing me a lot about myself throughout this semester:

• He has bigger plans for me than i could possibly imagine
• He knows what he is doing.
• He doesnt OWE me a husband

and most importantly:

• I AM CURRENTLY NOT MATURE ENOUGH FOR A RELATIONSHIP!

well, what does the devil want!?
--for me to think that God doesnt have my life in His hands
--for me to think that God DOES owe me a husband.
and most importantly:
--THAT I AM MATURE ENOUGH FOR A RELATIONSHIP!

so what now you may ask?
-this boy has weaseled his way into my life.
he is extremely attractive
and super nice.
-Christian-

problem?
there is no mutual feelings whatsoever.
--i'm not his type.
thats fine with me.

other problem?
i cant get this kid out of my head.
--no really--i cant.

I know God wants what is best for me--and right now, i know that a relationship is definately not what is best. keep me in your prayers as i get over my "crush"

i'm learning to...
breathe.