Tuesday, March 29, 2011

a letter to you...♥

Dear You,
 If you are reading this...I applaud you to begin with, obviously you cared enough to click the little link button. If you want a secret, that is why I'm going to link this to facebook...so I have even the slightest chance to tell you what I think and how I feel.

 I like you. Surprise! You already knew that though, right? I mean, not that it has been obvious at all *eye roll*. But I'm not entirely sure how I like you...if that makes sense. I like that you love my dear, dear Papa. I like that you like boy stuff *as weird as that sounds*. I like that I feel comfortably uncomfortable around you. I like that you pray...for me.
BUT...
I don't know you, know you. It makes me feel pathetic. I can listen to you talk day and night...yet...I never get the chance. When I do get a second to ask you about your life and where you came from and everything... I freeze up. Thank God for comfortably uncomfortable, right?

 So, I'm not entirely sure if I'm writing this to tell you that I like you...or that I want to get to know you more... but no matter... I still sound decently pathetic.

But that's okay...because this is only a blog. And my readers are just people... people that probably understand exactly what I am going through.

I'm praying for you. :)

Your Not-So-Secret *anymore* Admirererererererer ;)
--MaryJane

...breathing...

Tuesday, March 8, 2011

i dont really have time now to type... but i have something to say. i already posted my facebook status...sooo ill say it on here...

i realized something this morning. something i have greatly faultered at:

Modesty is more than clothes.
even more than actions.

its a matter of speech as well.

Girls (boys too), we need to watch the things we say--they may affect another person in a way that causes them to stumble.

that is all for now.
--MJ